Oh woe is me.

I’m so upset

I lost my diamond bracelet that Daddy gave me for my birthday last year

I know i put it in my bag before i left my room
I know i realised it was gone when i was in the car 5 minutes after i had left
I hoped it was still in my room

It’s not

Searched outside my house twice with a torchlight
Thinking to myself
“I shouldn’t have put it into my bag to wear today….”

Which makes me realise so many people say that… “I shouldn’t have….”
or “I should have…”

Like in Million Dollar Baby

I watched it alone today in klcc
Enjoyed it tremendously, i teared thrice
What was it she said again? Ah yes,
“I shouldn’t have turned away….”

I have so many Shouldn’tHaves…

I Shouldn’tHave said that
I Shouldn’tHave drunk so much, now i feel like an idiot
I Shouldn’tHave been spiteful, she probably didn’t mean it that way
I Shouldn’tHave bought those expensive tight pants, they’re too tight now

Or ShouldHaves…

I ShouldHave got his number, now i shall lust forever after
I ShouldHave taken my driver’s license when i was 18, now i will be taking classes with high school kids
I ShouldHave remembered to bring a fucking tampon, great i stained my favourite white knickers

I have no mood to blog more than that
Bracelet Daddy gave me…..

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