Archive for March 20th, 2005

Sunday March 20, 2005

I read a particular piece of writing last week
It made me stiffen
My heart hurt
The sensation was as if two fingernails were being scratched slowly across my heart
Then the feeling of it being engulfed in a plastic bag for a mere two seconds

Then the pain pushes upwards
Dull shots up up up
Hesitating at my throat
Felt as if someone had just boxed me there
My throat widens slightly as i gasp for breath
Choke choke choke

Then the pain pushes upwards
The air coming out of my nostrils warmer

And the pain pushes upwards
My eyes get hot
And i blink
So that the tears will be spread across my eyeballs
And not drip, for salt and moisturiser do not go

And the pain pushes upwards
To my head which cannot conjure an answer for you
I wish you could find your way
But the fire escape seems nonexistent

I read the particular piece of writing last week
For the second time
It made me stiffen
My heart hurt

And everything happened all over again

 

Sunday March 20, 2005


Colour Me Crazy

I knew Saturday was going to be a blast
So i went all prepped up and prepared…

I matched my eye colour with my sequins
Sorry i can’t help it if colour coordinating is second nature

Had dinner with Ash at Modesto’s
AshleyTheMonkey & MafiaMary are both stuck on MalibuPineapple too!
I’m so happy my two darlings and i share the same passion now

Spread the joy and glory of Malibu  i say!

Walked in the damnfuckingheat to KL Tower for Prodigy
Drank outside with AshleyTheMonkey FaiTheMai Narveen & Bayi (obviously not his real name)

Okay i’m lying
FaiTheMai didn’t say that
In fact, he never would
I’m just making things up to stick on pictures of him so that i can post them on my blog, look at them and grin to myself
Like so

I tried taking a nice photo of the outside area of the rave
As usual BLOODY Fai kept on posing in front of the camera

I think he’s trying to show he’s strong and not fat

I tried focusing upwards so he couldn’t get into the picture
I was wrong

After i yelled and managed to chase the bugger away:

AshleyTheMonkey didn’t want to drink at first
She doesn’t drink much at all
So i poked
And prodded
Till she too succumbed to the amazingwonderness of alcohol

Unfortunately security took everyone’s digicam batts to return only after the concert
I was superdamnemo

“I *must* get it back! I must get it backkkk!!!” *plots crazily*
“Haiyo. One night you don’t take pictures won’t die okay.”
“NooOoo….! You don’t UNDERSTAND. I HAVE to take pictures! I’m attached to my camera! I feel naked!”

Ash ignores me and leaves me to my whining

Prodigy was pretty darn amazing
They looked absolute surreal and sublime at the same time
Big ass pity i didn’t have my camera batt
Phui Khei and i had a prime view by standing on the platform facing the stage
Height-challenged us wouldn’t have been able to see much otherwise!

I was quite the gones
And was layan-ing for all fairies worth

A typical tropical storm caused the rave to end abruptly close to 2 am
Everyone planned to eat supper and go home

AT TWO AM?!

IT’s EARLY!!!

I’m HIGH!

It’s way too early

to go home!!!

So CheeHooi dropped me off at Velvet where i met up with Bernard

It was pretty packed
I didn’t bother running around and stood in a corner dancing to myself
Everything ended way too early…

Told Bernard i’d get a lift back with Fono who stays near me
So i hung out in the djlibrary for awhile waiting for him to finish up
Seriously. Don’t click unless you’re in the mood to squint and choke on your saliva
Distracted them by showing them this SuperFuckingGrossCrap
That Aaron and Zaidi asked me to go look at yesterday
It’s just so goddamn disturbing especially when i just woke up somemore….!

Went to chow down on Bak Kut Teh and watched Shutter  so that we can’t possibly imagine ghosties when the hot morning sun has already risen
Hence only sleeping at 9 am
For four measly hours
Before running off for jet-skiing and go-karting
HooraY for SuperActiveFairy
*tries not to fall down and collapse*

Ah what a productive weekend
*sighs happily*