Dear Smellie,

I thought of going over to your place to watch One Tree Hill. It would’ve been nice, for your bed is so much more comfy to watch tv in compared to my sofa at home. I could have layan-ed myself with wine, buried amidst the big soft pillows, with Lucas and Nathan to teman me.

But then i decided against it.

Cos being in that big bed without you would have made me miss you more. Little me in the big bed alone

Dowan.

Love, Joyce.

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Out Of The Ordinary

I had to work a bit last night and take pictures of the Miss Malaysia World finalists at their post party dinner
As opposed, for the pre party post - *click here*

Mezza Notte, the italian restaurant below The Loft @ AHR

Of course, i met Shanice  there again

and Emmeline whom i reckoned was going to win anyway
She looks much better in life la… the pic a bit off   >_<

PassedOutBen wanted to meet up so LaughingLoga was to drop me off in Hartamas
But i was damnnnn sleepy and after he din pick up his hp i thought he was gone already
So i went home
And passed out

0_o

Joyce. Passing out early on Sat night.
“We’re really getting old.” said LaughingLoga
“….”

I woke up this morning in my bed to hear my dog barking incessantly
“Shut the fucccck up laaaaa!!!” I growled into my pillow as i tried to fall back asleep
Sunday is my only off day this week
And i’m going to bloody hell wake up AFTER NOON so help me god

NickIsTaller bought me lunch and i watched MTV while DaddyDearest washed the car
Damn, i haven’t experienced life at home on a Sunday for months…
“This is a rare Sunday, that you’re actually in!” DaddyDearest said
“Heh.” i switched from watching tv to reading bout the earthquake in Pakistan

Waiting for LaughingLoga to pick me up now to go to LaBodega and have a chill-out Sunday

AdamPoserPan is away in Spore for work with MareDiva till Monday
So i haven’t seen or spoken to him since Thurs nite
Okay okay i know it’s not long like it is for AshleyTheMonkey and FaiTheMai

But i guess seeing him everyday for a while at a time
And suddenly,
No fat jokes, no bad singing, no name-calling of ‘TP!’ and ‘Porkpie!’, and no cuddling causes his absence to kinda hit me

Don’t get me wrong la, i’m so not the clingy type
I LIKE having time away from the boyfriend
In fact, i rejoice when i know that we’re to spend some time away from each other
(rejoice low-key la, wait kena kicked by him heh)
Cos then, i get to get some shit done, see my other beloveds a bit more and when he comes back i appreciate our time with each other more

I guess i just miss him a bit more then i thought i would

 

Brooke Is Such A Bitch!!

I’m midway through Season 1 of One Tree Hill
And getting so into it
AdamPoserPan and i take turns watching our shows
So sometimes i end up watching Law&Order  and Las Vegas  instead

We were having an MSN conversation while we were at work

You’re supposed to design a namecard for me
Oh yea i know i know
I put a graphic image of you face there la… with pimples haha
Oi
OI
What? Then at least the face got character mar kakaka
Then you should have a card that’s curved
Shaped like a hippo
Fucker

Isn’t it sweet when boyfriends *try* to sing their other halfs a song?
But AdamPoserPan doesn’t sing me nice songs
We were in the lift after a long day’s work, getting ready to fall into bed and chill
As the lift made its way up, he started singing (rather terribly and off-key)

“I’m a big big girl in a small small lift…”
*growl* “Eh. Want to sleep on the sofa tonight is it.”
“….no.”

Then i started jumping up and down in the lift throwing a tantrum like a 4-year-old

“Careful baby, i hear the wires of the lift about to snap…” *makes pretend-frightened face*
“BWARGHGGHGHGH!!!!”

Then i shoved him against the lift wall and started bashing him up

….

No la -_-
I don’t believe in Boyfriend Battery

It’s Thursday it’s Thursday
I’m so glad Ramadhan (fasting) month is here because
1. Less events at night
2. Super fucking awesome buka puasa food at the market in Taman Tun everyday!!! Ayam percik! Roti jala! *grabs all*

 

*This Sat night is the FACES/Miss Malaysia World post party

 

Today’s a Happy Day!

I’m so ecstatic today  i’m practically bouncing around the place
MaryBerry asked what’s wrong with me
We went for dinner in Delicious @ 1U
I felt like throwing up so i just had hot tea  0_o
No, i’m not pregnant  -_-

I misplaced my freaking Chanel eyeliner for weeks already
Looked all over Adam’s place and through all my handbags
So it’s gone *sniff* … or he took it
But he doesn’t wear eyeliner  >_<
I actually fancy hot guys to wear eyeliner
Jappy hot guys with eyeliner… *dropsdead*

So i went to get a new one today
Cos pay is out, yippee!!!!

Pay is out pay is out pay is out!!!!

*tries not to think about bills*

Pay is outtttt!!!!!!

It’s always a good feeling to know you have money to spend (though i shouldn’t)

Happy happyhappyhappyhappyhappy!!! *babbles to self*

*phew*

I know it sounds like i’m on Malibu, but i promise i’m not!

 

Swear on fairies. See.

Now i shall chill at home and wait for the poser to finish work

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PassedOutBen went to Penang for work last weekend,

“You know what?”
“Whatwhat.”
“In Penang, some girl came up to me and said ‘hey you’re PassedOutBen!’ Fuck wei, can die. Penang also cannot run.”
“Teeheehee yay!”

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Fairy Hiding Place

Sometimes i turn my head really quickly
Hoping to catch sight of a fairy peeking at me from somewhere

I took those at Rahsia  when CareBearJoanne and i went there for a food review
The cuisine there is seriously worth it, comparing it’s price to other fine dining restaurants around
Like, one main dish would be around 30+ if my memory serves me right

Obviously couldn’t use this picture for work cos silly HotJason had to stand in the way
-_-

This was last Thursday night when LaughingLoga and i went for the Kolkoff jewelery launch at Starhill, very last minute

After the FLY FM Launch last Friday evening, there was a stupid traffic jam as expected in KL city

*click to enlarge*

So when in jam, take pictures!

And take more pictures!
(obviously the poser doesn’t mind taking pictures)

At Terrace Bar outside TAG

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The Kiddy Edition

Yes i love children
Hence i love taking pictures of children, though i figure they could turn out much better… the pictures i mean!
Damn, i’m not that mean la…

Little boy getting bored watching women prance around in big skirts at the Rainforest Musicfest in Kuching 2005

Not gonna put cute-sy banging text on the photos cos they *are* strangers, most of the kids
And i doubt their parents would like that after some of them being nice to let me photograph their children like a freaking stalker

Wee! Sliding into sand is fun! Especially beach sand! Like a mega-huge sandbox!
(also think big litter box for messy cats)

Okay i know sometimes my friends think i’m spawn of evil
When i spot tiny kids pottering around 1Utama or something
And i say out loud, “One KICK sure die.”
I’m just *saying* that they’re so cute and tiny and small…
That one kick… sure die la… get it?

:p

Oops. This small girl caught me pointing the lens at her just as i was about to snap
Girls are always more observant in particular things

This is what you call a 5-year-old ‘double yoo tee eff’ look

You suck, i suck

“Where’s my water, Mommy?”

Damn cuteeeee, just wanna CUBIT till die right! *eeee*

Hee hee saved the best for last

Little Keno!

LaughingLoga, BlackChickJessie and i went for Shireen and Ross’ son’s 1-year-old Birthday Party at Bangkok Jazz last June

Damn
A *bit* happening right…
He even got a motorised bike to ride 0_o
Heck, when *i* was one, i got a big stuffed lion to pretend-ride on  -_-
Pretend-ride okay, how sedih is that 
But it’s all good cos my imagination was awesome even back then

I’ll put the picture up one day when i feel like embarassing myself cos i’m wearing these leet heart-shaped plastic sunglasses
Poser from young yo

Loga, Jessie and i were seated at a particular table
The one filled with Singles & Childless people
I felt young, soddof

Until Shireen was telling Keno to say hi to ‘auntie’

0_o

 

0_o

0_o

 

Walau ey
It really made me feel that i’m entering ‘auntiehood’

Goddamn

I repeat

GODDAMN.