Working On Easter

But then i threw a party on Good Friday
Should have seen my mother’s face when i invited her for it
It was her ‘you’re so going to hell’ face
:p

Doop dee doo…
It’s 6:30 am
And i’m all good cos i had coffee
Haven’t relied on coffee for so long that it’s working out really well for me
StevenTheSpaniel is at my feet while i type
We usually don’t let him into the house but since i’m awake and at the pc
I thought, “Oh why not… i can make sure he doesn’t suddenly poo or pee somewhere.”

Wandering thoughts at wee hours:

I’m such a hypocrite
Always nagging him to do his shit
When I don’t even do mine

My dog
My room
My clothes

>_<

*slaps self*

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Arien Girls Are Scary?

I realise i forgot to invite some people to my party :p
And those that i remembered, some didn’t get the smss :p
Haih, it was so last minute, i need a PA!

Bumping into FionaMalibu and Alan at the DKNY fashion show,
I invited them for it too
FionaMalibu is like, the only photographer chick in kl whom i’ve met and get along with grandly
We both agreed that the others look damn butch and scary and stare cock at us
:p

Alan then asked me, “So you’re Aries too?”
“Yup,” i nodded
“Fiona too! Her birthday’s next week!”
“Oh really?!”
“Yeah… Aries girls…” he paused before shuddering, “Scary. Poor Adam.”
“Whatttt??”
“Yeah. Quiet and keeps it in, then oh my god so scary when they blow.”
“… Hmmm…”

I guess that’s true… people say i’m overdramatic
But when it comes to anger, i can keep it in reasonably
Till pushed over the edge
And i blow and become this scary witch monster
With blazing eyes, hard voice and scary slow breathing

People take a step back, cower or panic immediately
*recollects memories of PassedOutBen going, “woi woi woi..”*

But then again
That’s not often

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*sob*

WHY does this always happen to me?
Why why WHY

I’m rushing my deadlines that are ALL due on Monday morning
And i have a shoot at SEVEN in the morning on Monday itself
Omg omg i’m seriously damn stressed out now
Was writing out a timeline for myself and what i have to do
I just stared at the amount and fucking FREAKED OUT

People think freelancing doesn’t mean real work
And i get damn emo
Cos with freelancing, everyone might give you the same deadlines and then you end up thinking, “shit, whose work should i do first?!”

I agreed to go for the Tiger FC gathering at MuratMootsPietro’s place for a short time
Cos i thought okay, better to get out of the house for awhile and chill
And can see Smellie a bit for a kiss and hug
I had one  drink cos i so  couldn’t get tipsy and lose the plot for work
Jake was trying to make me drink somemore and pretended to merajuk when i turned it down
And i just looked back forlornly

Somemore they had Absolut Raspberry and a peach one i didn’t get to try
Damn

Fucking work!

Okay i’m just blabbing and letting loose for awhile here
bla bla bla babble babble glook glook bibble blarrrrrr
Sigh can tell i’m damn high strung right

Tried calling Smellie for a bit
Cos hearing his voice would calm me down
But bugger didn’t pick up -_-
How la liddat

Bah okay enough blogging
Back to work!