Exactly a year ago, Joyce had dinner with Mary
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Two years ago, Joyce was hoping to climb Mt. Kinabalu
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LOOWEE
I’m not being lancee!
I really wanna see you!
Felt damn bad you called just now and i couldn’t layan you cos of my work
I swear you’re the first i’m calling when i’m free okay
Swear on fairies.
Aha. Now you know i’m for real heh.
I Am Becoming Lame
I say i’m becoming lame because i’ve inherited the lame jokes Smellie makes
You know how it is when you’re with someone for a long period of time
You take on some of his habits
You say things he’d normally say
His language seeps into yours
Yours into his
QueenKanch and i were deciding where to go from Megamall
She asked me, “So what’s the plan?”
“Batman.” I answered
“What?!”
“Oh sorry. Cos everytime Adam asks me ’so what’s the plan Batman’…”
“Eeyer so lame.”
“…. 
…. i know right.”
After a few seconds i started wondering whether my humour had changed
And whether it was becoming a ‘tak jadi’ humour cos i obviously don’t have the same mannerisms and behaviour as him
“Kanch… am i becoming more lame? As in… i think ever since getting with him, i started saying more lame cheesy things,” i said in all seriousness
“Yeah. I think you are.”
“Fuck.”
And another thing i realised
I don’t do the dishes straight away anymore
0_o
Since young, i’s always taught to do the dishes right after meals
Ever since Smellie, i started having the habit of leaving it a few hours or a day before forcing myself to do it
Now even at home, i leave it be till i know my mother will mengamuk if i don’t do it
My mother’s effort of training her daughter for years…
Gone.
Another thing i realised was yesterday when i was eating pizza in bed
A few crumbs dropped on my neck and i didn’t brush them away
0_o
NO!
I’m becoming like him!
NO!
It was like being drunk… after awhile i sedar that i was being messy and i picked it up
But holy crap, i was *this* close to being messy
0_o
And sometimes i get lazy to shower
-_-
Since when have i got lazy to shower???
Obviously i still do cos… if *i* don’t, then *he* won’t cos he’ll think it’s okay
But it’s not!
It’s not it’s not it’s not!
Else i’ll be SmellieBlueFairy
Dowan
Fail
*Hack*
Shit really got sick
Have an awful cough now
Was coughing all night in my sleep = tired daytime fairy
Have a photoshoot in an hour
Rushing many deadlines now too
I have so many that… i don’t know which one to do first
>_<
This calls for…. … cough medicine!!!
Yay!
A valid reason to pei on cough medicine.
Gimme!
*flails out hands for many many bottles of cough mixture*
*sigh* *hack* *sigh*
I can’t take cough medicine cos… it’ll make me sleepy and i won’t be able to do my work
“I want to *koff* buy cough medicine,” i whined to QueenKanch over my dinner of baked chicken
“Want to go doctor? I can take you,” she munched on her penne
“Nope. Got work to do la. I don’t want to be pei while doing work.”
“Then get the normal one la!”
“DOWAN! What’s the point of getting cough mixture if i can’t get the pei one? Waste money.”
“Stupid.”
“I’ll get some after all my work is done hee hee hee,” i rubbed my hands in glee, “Then i can drink it over the weekend, pei, and get well while the boys watch football.”
“Psycho.”
