“Why…


…havent’ you been blogging?”
“…. busy la. When i have free time to go out, do you think i’ll stay at home and blog -_- “

What have i been doing…

Well ok i’ll just ramble
I’m good at rambling at any rate

Today, i cut my finger. But it wasn’t just a silly little normal cut, oh no, i wish it was.
I was washing the dishes and a glass flew up in the air (yeah. it flew up without giving me warning) and upon smashing, it sliced my pinkie

So i gawked at it a bit, as the blood flowed into the sink (how convenient), before putting the finger under a tap.
Which was mildly stupid, i feel.

I mean, who the fuck puts a deep cut under the tap?
First thing you should do - is stop the bleeding
Oh no, not i, oh smart one
I held it under the running water. Staring as the reddish liquid ran into the sink.
Then i remembered, “Oh shit. This is not right yo.”

Just before that, i had already shouted for Smellie to come save me
Save me from a cut?
Yeah right
Might as well be calling for an alien

As he (Smellie, not an alien) walked into the kitchen, i blared him to hand me some kitchen tissue
Boys are so slow in states of emergency
-_- Can die

So there i was, not making any noise and being really calm
Cos shite, i’m supposed to be all grown up and all, right, can’t bawl and crap

After 10 minutes,
“Should i go to a doctor?” i asked dolefully, still being brave
“Mmm… we’ll wait 15 minutes and see how it is.” Said he.

See how?!
But my finger might possibly have to be amputated!!!
i screamed inwardly

The brave grown-up side went, “Right, of course,” really calmly
-_- I hate being a grown up
I really just want to be able to scream and yell and merajuk when i feel like it
Just to get it all out
Maybe that’s why children are so happy-go-lucky
Cos they let it all out already!

Being gatal, i peeked at the wound to see jagged flesh opening
Brutal yet fascinating
Disgusting yet amazing
So i held paper towels to it as i watched two reruns of SATC
Berger was being an ass and broke up on a post-it note.
After an hour it was still bleeding
0_o’

Damn headache wei

Rushed to The Curve to do a really short interview with DaphneIking at 4:30
And i felt i really needed the wine to reward myself for being such a brave girl

So i had wine… and beer… and sangria… till 2am
When i think of it, more then 9 hours of drinking sounds so… salah
But i swear the time flies when you’re having a good time

The only disconcerting occurence was when i met people and they’d shake my hand pretty hard causing me to wince and grin at the same time

See?
It’s so much easier being a kid
I could just refuse to touch anybody and tell them i worship Monk
Yeah, that’s right, that might work
…

Last Friday night, i came home to see TL’s cousin, Kelvin, on the couch
It was his once-in-a-while sleepover, after they played PS2 of course
Everyone else went to bed but he and i were still very much awake so we spoke for quite a bit till the sun was about to rise
He’s much much younger then me
So young that i forgot *how* young

I was in the process of lecturing him about drinking and driving -
“You really shouldn’t drink and drive. You have no idea how dangerous it is bla bla bla *auntie nagging*…”
“We didn’t, we took cab from place to place.”
“Oh! *surprised* That’s good…”
“Yeah… we can’t drive yet.”
“…. ….  OH GOD. I forgot how old you are!”

He’s 15 and just finished his PMR.
I forgot la okay.

Ok, enough rambling, time to tidur
Smellie thinks i’m getting a fever
I just think it’s lack of sayang-ing and loss of blood *dramatic*

I’m cooking supper for him now -_-

“I’m injured…*waves hand in his face*…”
“… *manja starving face can die*”

Niama… if i don’t do anything then he won’t eat and i’ll be held responsible by his relatives for not taking care of him right!
*faints*

Lots ‘N’ Lots ‘N’ Lots Of

Pictures!


Suddenly damn semangat (simply) edited a few
Because i know if i don’t just chuck them up, they’re NEVER going to go up…
Like the Tioman pics  >_<
Cos there are so many i know i’d take ages to do it

Shoes Shoes Shoes

Last Friday the 13th was a KLue Going Out Night at Shoesx3 @ Bangsar

Provisions -
Models by Nilam
Clothes & Accessories by Shoes Shoes Shoes, of course
Clothes by Baci
Cocktails by Martell
Music by Ah Xu

This is KLueShermen rajin-ly taking photos while i take a bad lazy shot of him cos i had one drink in my other hand and couldn’t be bothered to crouch or move much

You can check out his nice shots here

Another blur lazy shot :p

If you thought i’m trying to be champion balancing a drink and a camera at once
BalaTania is lagi champion by doing the same… but with a video cam

Girls can’t help shopping.
It’s just in our genes.
Well most of us anyway *thinks of Lainie*

I peered at the clothes in agony, contemplating whether to buy or not
But all i had to do was conjure up the memories of how much i spent in Singapore and…
Wala, i’d stop looking knowing i’d gone over my budget for shopping this month already

Steph Can Beat Me Up

That’s what i always think when i see her
Cos she’s tall
And she works out
And she’s tan
And she looks so fit
As if she can pummel puny me any second

Steph turned 30 last weekend wee!

TL was saying MareDiva and i look like mirror images here
It’s just cos we were laughing at something la…
And chinky eyes all look the same
Kinda like this =  ^_^

This. Has. Got. To be the most shameless picture of TL i have
I bet he’s going to be so careful around me from now on hahaha!!!

I mean but heh wow… look at those chest muskels…

Baby how come you  don’t have chest muskels like TL? *cough*

Okay you know why you deserve a big “Useless” sign on your head.
Because of that thing you forgot that night
Which i still don’t know whether to even blog about because its so shameful, it’s not even funny

GAP in 1U

2 days before -
“Do you wanna go?”
“Erh…do you wanna go?”
“I’ll go if you wanna go.”
“It’s in the morning man. I sure sleep late cos of work.”
“Well up to you.”
“Make our mind tomorrow la k.”

1 day before -
“Do you wanna go?”
“Half-half la…”
“Okay Zen just left me voice messages, we should go.”
“Okay la, go.”

The night before, drinking with MalayMailDeviga -
“Are you going?”
“I think so.”
“Go la!”
“Okay okay, i’ll go!”

Cannot say no when style editor says go

Driving Is Saving Me…

… so much money.
I wish i learnt how to drive earlier now
-_-

Think of the hundreds of dollars i could have saved!
The holidays i could go for!
The shoes i could buy!

At times, i’d spend 30-70 ringgit a day taking cabs
Now i spend around 60 a week on petrol

0_o

I should have started driving earlier
-_-

Hmm, minus the time i was working full-time and could claim everything (though not all my claims went through cos someone stole them *beef*)

AhwinAndy asked me to go for this casting today
“You do know i don’t go casting wan right.”
He somehow managed to wheedle me to go, i thought of the possibility of more *kaching* and backed down

At the casting agency, i chatted to one of the guys working there
“How come you don’t go for casting?”
“Because. I figure there are so many girls who are such wannabe models in KL and i really can’t be bothered…”

I just think about the time people spend going for castings and hoping to be in an ad and getting glamour and i get… damn lazy
“Girl, i go for ten thousand castings and i get one okay,” stated Ahwin in his attempt to urge me to go

Hmm such an exaggerator can die
So since i see your face on billboards, tv, newspapers, mags and the mamak table…
Does that mean you went for 200,000 castings?

Anyway, i suck at acting
I recall a casting i went to when i was 19 (i had to pretend to play on some string instrument and smile into the air -_-) and i cringe
Dahlah people say i look damn ganas and don’t smile, somemore want to force me to smile at nothing
-_-

At today’s, i had to smile damn alot and laugh
0_o
I think the poor guy was getting frustrated that i was all chirpy when he wasn’t recording
“Why can’t you be like this when it’s rolling?! Yeah! Laughing like now!”

So okay, i thought about the stupidest things i could while staring at the object in my hands
I thought about That 70’s Show
I thought about Smellie being stupid
I thought about happy wine laughter

So i laughed
And laughed
And grinned
And laughed somemore
Till i was laughing for real cos damn pei already

You’re 28 Yo

I called LaughingLoga at 11:30 pm just now to wish him Happy Birthday
He was sleeping  0_o

“In half an hour’s time, you will officially be 5 years older then me… that’s half a decade man!”
“*grunts* Yeah man…”
“And seeing how you’re sleeping at this time, i guess your age really *is* showing!”
“Ha. Ha. Ha. So. Funny.”

This Is The Lamp

This is the lamp that i got for my birthday this year, courtesy of the folks at BNBC

This is the lamp that i place on the shelf next to my bed

This is the lamp that fell off the shelf when i sleepily bumped my arm into it

This is the lamp that fell onto my arm causing me to go, “Oh gawd… that hurts..!” and wake up a tad

This is the lamp that didn’t fall on my head just because my head happened to be scooted more to the right side of the pillow

This is the lamp that could have given me a concussion but in a better light, it gave me a bruise on my arm

By the way, This is a very heavy lamp

And i don’t see why its so heavy when it doesn’t even house a genie.

I’m Still Sore

Over The Darkness being dropped by their record label
I cannot
I’m listening to their songs now thinking that if they don’t produce any more of this fantastic stuff i will cry

I love The Darkness to this extent:

Smellie and i were going to the Upfront event

Him: Did you know The Darkness will be playing in KL?
Me: No way! Omg… how can i NOT know about this?!?!
Him: Yup…
Me: Wait, aren’t they doing their tour in US or something now? Takkan…
Him: Yup…
Me: No seriously. SERIOUSLY. HOW COME I didn’t hear about this?!
Him: Well, The Darkness is playing tonight
Me: … what.
Him: Yeah! Edwin is playing in his band tonight 

(Edwin is Indian -_- )

Me: You’re an ass you know. I got really excited for a moment. I hate you.
Him: Hee hee…

Anyway, back to the topic
“Speculation had been rife in the aftermath of poor sales of their second album, “One Way Ticket To Hell…And Back”, that the band were about to be dropped.”

Poor sales?!
But i bought the ori CD!
And i almost NEVER buy ANY CDs!!!

I’m in anguish! *emo drama*