…
“I wanted to talk to you all about Steven…” i brought him up first
“Wait. Before you say anything, i spoke to Nick about him today also.”
“What?” I don’t really need to ask what. I know it’s about his deteriorating condition.
“I was telling him that… just awhile back, my friend put her dog down…” she started crying. Then i started crying. Put him down? I wasn’t even thinking about putting him down… i was thinking about risking him through the operation first.
“He’s so old already… when i walk him, he falls down and i have to carry him home.”
I just nodded. Throat closing in.
Cannot.
Cannot.
I’m sure it’s not easy to experience the death of your dog
But it’s different when discussions of putting him to sleep come up in the household
It’s not an occurrence by Fate then, it’s a choice we all are making.
Thanks to Deep, DreadlockedHenry and Kang who made me laugh, forget bout it for a bit and kept me company till late.
I have a shoot with AnnaCanBeatMeUp aka Anna Rina in two hours and… ugh basically i look like shit now.
Asked IceCalvin whether he wanted to come and kaypoh but he’s got another shoot today
See his work *here*
What A Shocker.
As i sat down at the pc, my mum passed me a small box, “Nah, Daddy bought this for you.”
My dad has been traveling alot lately - France, London, Japan - in the past month. I usually try to squeeze myself into his plans but it’s not worked so far.
Eyes-a-gleaming, i thought it was jewelry or something similar.
“What is it?” i asked, it didn’t look like it held jewelry…
“I think he’s trying to tell you to pray. It’s a rosary,” my mum said flatly.
“A rosary!? Daddy bought me a rosary?!“
This is the man whose religion is golf when the rest of us went for church on Sundays.
Now only my mother goes :p
I can imagine my mum buying me a rosary… but i think she’s realised that a hundred rosaries cannot help me already.
I stared at it… still in shock that my dad bought me a rosary.
“Are you SURE he said this is for me?”
“Yes -_- He said he bought two and give the other one to Joyce -_- “
“But… why would he buy me rosary when he knows i don’t really go to church anymore…”
“I don’t know. And you never know. Maybe… one day in your life when you feel the need to pray, you will use it.”
“Okay, yeah.”
Now i just have to think of a safe place to keep it in the black hole that is known as my room where it will not get lost.
I have a nice long post to write about. But i’ve not been a totally happy fairy so i’m going to get sugar and cake with pug and TL now.
Ho Hum
Okay so i’ve been utterly useless the whole evening.
Didn’t do my chores, except made a few work calls.
Booked a room in Maya hotel for AlcoJason when he comes back (as he does once a year) in December.
I’m SO EXCITED he’s coming back!
Wee! I’ve missed him so!
We’ll party like old times!
I bet all the waiters in Zouk remember him too cos he tips insanely way too much when he’s drunk.
Oh yeah, all the bouncers at Zouk still recognise me despite my loss in red hair
Looks like i haven’t lost half my identity like i thought i would!
Wilson, my site programmer, has sorted out the extra kinks on my new site (which will launch soon! 
)
Then i’ll start posting there instead
For now, pug says it’s not *me* enough
Abit too corporate looking and not crazy whacky wild enough yet
We’ll try to solve that too.
Oh dear it’s going to storm… i can hear the thunder in the distance
I remember in the office the other day - “Shit. Of ALL days when i didn’t bring the right umbrella to match my outfit it has to rain!!!”
“…Crazy.”
I have an article due in 5 days, crap.
Problem is i have no clue what to write about yet.
0_o
Hopefully someone will do something insane, or something equally drastic will happen then i’ll have something to say.
KelvinTSD is not picking up my call… i wonder if he’s ffk-ing me for GarfieldChak’s birthday party.
I left him a voice message - “Hey what’re you doing? Are you humping? Is that why you’re not picking up? But anyway guess what! I have this song in my car that someone burnt that is totally a have-sex-to song! I’ll let you hear it later! Yay! Call me back!”
Okay i’m so hyper
Gonna combust, gotta get ready now
TA!
I cut my hair short two years ago and never looked back since
Crap.
Okay i only bathed doggie.
Then i switched on the pc and Facebook distracted me.
TOMORROW.
Tomorrow is ALL to clean my room.
Nobody call me to go out please.
Kevin Educates Me.
KinkyPug burnt a CD of super songs for me.
“How am i going to know all the artistes and titles?”
“That’s why i’m going to listen it with you in the car and you’re going to learn.”
“… 0_o… okay.”
Heaps of funky dance tracks followed by a whole bunch of local ones.
Tiba-tiba in the middle i heard a vaguely familiar tune…
Gimme gimme more!
Gimme more!
Gimme gimme more!
“What the fuck! You chucked Britney in here!”
“It’s nice! It’ll grow on you!”
“… *cough*….”
“Really.”
“Okay okay -_-… Can you imagine if they ever play this in TAG? You sure like right.”
“Yeah 
i asked Ah Xu to play Mariah before.”
“Psycho, obviously he didn’t!”
“Hmph.”
“You want Mariah and Britney, go back to Frangi and Liquid la you!”
He’s suddenly damn semangat to go out and party so we Tagged it last night, with Kev rounding up the crew online and on Facebook
Okay i can’t blog the pictures now
I just tripped over some stuff on my floor this morning and almost greeted the shelf headfirst
HAVE TO CLEAN ROOM
And bathe doggie
