Monday July 18, 2005

I blogged bout PassedOutBen’s Need For Self Control

Fairy & Le Foie Gras

After taking many a photograph over the weekend
Now i’m pretty free
And the designers are the busy ones

La la la can’t wait for to see the mag  this coming month and how it looks like
I saw the cover already and it’s gorgeoussss
Gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous

I got not one
But TWO *holds up two fingers trimphantly* pictures of MyLittlePonies in the July issue!
When i happily announced the news to AdamPeterPan
His head drooped slightly and he went “ookay…”
But i didn’t care, it was as if my Life Long Goal was to get my ponies published or something

I have tomorrow off and i damn well plan on relaxing tonight
No running around
No taking pictures
No fiddling around with the pc

Just relax

So i’m bringing the foie gras that U Jin bought me from Paris
Adam’s getting the wine & a baguette
And we’re gonna watch a Beethoven movie and chill

Sounds like a plan


 

My Mother Kononnya Cun 

I was waiting for Shaun to pick me up

My mother had draped herself across the couch

Like a tired towel

 

I sat myself down on the footrest in front of her

“Why do you look so tired?”

“I *am* tired. Government wasting money on us.”

 

My mother likes to quote random sentences

To urge us to question more I suppose

 

If you want to layan, you question why

If you don’t want to layan, you just go ‘oh ok’ and run off

Heh

 

But I felt like layaning

So I asked her what’s up

 

“What do you mean government wasting money?”

 

Apparently she got sent to this district-wide gathering of teachers in Selangor

Then she started talking about how she couldn’t recognize two malay teachers she hadn’t seen for the past two decades

 

“I tell you, I really couldn’t recognize them man.”

“Why la?”

“Haiyooo they look sooo auntie!”

“…….. and you look like a teenager la.”

 

J

 

So gonna get kicked out one day

 


 

I Didn’t Mean That

I wished for my ex to die

-_-

People emo-ing that i said i wished he was dead.
nO.

What i meant was that whatever happens to him means NOTHING to me cos anything that happens to me would mean NOTHING to him

-_-

Blogs. Sigh.

 

30 Responses to “Monday July 18, 2005”


  1. 1 j0sh_w

    Everything’s so black and white sometimes the shades of grey in between kinda gets missed out.

  2. 2 Anonymous

    Everything’s so black and white sometimes the shades of grey in between kinda gets missed out.

  3. 3 jctang

    does it matter what everyone else thinks?

    heck, if he means squat to you, so be it. your friends aren’t going to think the worst of you.

    i had an abusive ex who cheated on me as well, and i wanted to scratch his car so much when i walked past it some time back. i didn’t, and i regret it now. then again, i’m evil. =p

  4. 4 Anonymous

    does it matter what everyone else thinks?

    heck, if he means squat to you, so be it. your friends aren’t going to think the worst of you.

    i had an abusive ex who cheated on me as well, and i wanted to scratch his car so much when i walked past it some time back. i didn’t, and i regret it now. then again, i’m evil. =p

  5. 5 nottifish

    I do not respect abusive guys. Especially physical abusive ones… not one bit. But HELL!!!

    mentalgirl : it really hurts inside and outside when he’s angry. I dont know what to do. I know it’s my fault that he’s like that. Must be something wrong with me which sprouted his abusive actions towards me

    me : seriously i would wanna get to know your bf better

    mentalgirl : but why?!?!? can’t you see that he’s scary! take a good god damn look at this *vigorously points at black swollen eye*

    me : yea but fuck!! you’re still able to come out with pointless reasons to blame yourself on his actions and aren’t you still with him? his brains must be working overtime on how to make girls like you stay while being hostile. Skill man!!! *worships*

    mentalgirl : ……….

    me : respect……

  6. 6 Anonymous

    I do not respect abusive guys. Especially physical abusive ones… not one bit. But HELL!!!

    mentalgirl : it really hurts inside and outside when he’s angry. I dont know what to do. I know it’s my fault that he’s like that. Must be something wrong with me which sprouted his abusive actions towards me

    me : seriously i would wanna get to know your bf better

    mentalgirl : but why?!?!? can’t you see that he’s scary! take a good god damn look at this *vigorously points at black swollen eye*

    me : yea but fuck!! you’re still able to come out with pointless reasons to blame yourself on his actions and aren’t you still with him? his brains must be working overtime on how to make girls like you stay while being hostile. Skill man!!! *worships*

    mentalgirl : ……….

    me : respect……

  7. 7 kamkuey

    I know of someone who has been abused but mentally and physically… AND he cheats on her….. BUT she runs back to him everytime *sigh*

  8. 8 Anonymous

    I know of someone who has been abused but mentally and physically… AND he cheats on her….. BUT she runs back to him everytime *sigh*

  9. 9 nightstar

    who carez what ppl have to say? If my ex cheated on me, i would be celebrating if he had testiscular cancer! buahahahha *in double full support of joyce*

  10. 10 Anonymous

    who carez what ppl have to say? If my ex cheated on me, i would be celebrating if he had testiscular cancer! buahahahha *in double full support of joyce*

  11. 11 fcukfest

    Whats wrong with wishing for people to die? Pfbbt.

  12. 12 Anonymous

    Whats wrong with wishing for people to die? Pfbbt.

  13. 13 aishoz

    hahahah nightstar’s reasoning is so…. PRACTICAL.

  14. 14 Anonymous

    hahahah nightstar’s reasoning is so…. PRACTICAL.

  15. 15 LucidDr3amer

    Don’t worry about what anyone says la.. Anyone who’s been thru the cheating bf/ getting heartbroken thing knows.. When you move on, that’s it… no more feelings of anything for the bastard.. Whether he’s sick now or whatever is his own karma..You never did anything spiteful to get back at him and now you just feel nothing… Fair enough…

  16. 16 Anonymous

    Don’t worry about what anyone says la.. Anyone who’s been thru the cheating bf/ getting heartbroken thing knows.. When you move on, that’s it… no more feelings of anything for the bastard.. Whether he’s sick now or whatever is his own karma..You never did anything spiteful to get back at him and now you just feel nothing… Fair enough…

  17. 17 kennysia

    If you write how you don’t care about your ex anymore, people would say you wish for him to die.

    I’ll add that to my bloglitics list. :D

  18. 18 Anonymous

    If you write how you don’t care about your ex anymore, people would say you wish for him to die.

    I’ll add that to my bloglitics list. :D

  19. 19 kinkybluefairy

    josh: yea lo…. takkan i write all

    jctang: just didn’t want my words to be misinterpreted~

    nottifish: wah so free to comment but cannot blog your self  tee hee

    kamkuey: walau. i stress man hear about girls who take that shit. Ash and i stress gila before trying to talk to *someone* bout her abusive bf. so tak jadis.

    nightstar:  …. eh…. even i wouldn’t say that la… a guy who cheats definitely deserves the same treatment back to him, but not freaking testicular cancer! That’s like, fucking huge difference.  -_-

    louis: … i guess it ain’t so funny when they  *really* dO die? But then again, i can imagine you saying “what the fuck, are you serious, she died? LOL”

    Bad louis. Bad bad louis.

    aishoz: are you being sarcastic ka…?!

    cyn: totally agree, mWAH*

    kenny: lol*

  20. 20 Anonymous

    josh: yea lo…. takkan i write all

    jctang: just didn’t want my words to be misinterpreted~

    nottifish: wah so free to comment but cannot blog your self  tee hee

    kamkuey: walau. i stress man hear about girls who take that shit. Ash and i stress gila before trying to talk to *someone* bout her abusive bf. so tak jadis.

    nightstar:  …. eh…. even i wouldn’t say that la… a guy who cheats definitely deserves the same treatment back to him, but not freaking testicular cancer! That’s like, fucking huge difference.  -_-

    louis: … i guess it ain’t so funny when they  *really* dO die? But then again, i can imagine you saying “what the fuck, are you serious, she died? LOL”

    Bad louis. Bad bad louis.

    aishoz: are you being sarcastic ka…?!

    cyn: totally agree, mWAH*

    kenny: lol*

  21. 21 leen_mafia

    Hey Joyce…Omg…I saw you during RWMF and it’s thru kenny that i know you. Haha..blogging world. i’ve suscribed to you coz i just love your pics! do visit mine too. http://www.xanga/leen_mafia.com something like that…hehe

  22. 22 Anonymous

    Hey Joyce…Omg…I saw you during RWMF and it’s thru kenny that i know you. Haha..blogging world. i’ve suscribed to you coz i just love your pics! do visit mine too. http://www.xanga/leen_mafia.com something like that…hehe

  23. 23 nottifish

    the forehead speaks on my site…….

  24. 24 Anonymous

    the forehead speaks on my site…….

  25. 25 loocarmen

    Ah if someone had cheated on me, I wouldn’t give a damn too. exes who were jerks don’t deserve anything from you in return.

    Woohoo i support you for not giving a damn! :)

  26. 26 Anonymous

    Ah if someone had cheated on me, I wouldn’t give a damn too. exes who were jerks don’t deserve anything from you in return.

    Woohoo i support you for not giving a damn! :)

  27. 27 shaun7

    hey joyce.. take it easy alright… if i’ve learnt anything in the past 6 months,

    forget about those who’ve hurt you before. appreciate those who love you now.

  28. 28 Anonymous

    hey joyce.. take it easy alright… if i’ve learnt anything in the past 6 months,

    forget about those who’ve hurt you before. appreciate those who love you now.

  29. 29 kinkybluefairy

    nottifish: yea not anymore if you keep on calling me that!!!!

    loocarmen: that’s whY. pure common sense right!

    shaun: eh… it was damn long ago la, i’m not emoing! sigh

  30. 30 Anonymous

    nottifish: yea not anymore if you keep on calling me that!!!!

    loocarmen: that’s whY. pure common sense right!

    shaun: eh… it was damn long ago la, i’m not emoing! sigh

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