Monday November 28, 2005

I seem to be losing my touch
Of running on my natural high
That so many tell me they envy

It’s as if i’m sick
But i’m not anymore
We’ve said it all before
And we said it all again
Till all the bricks fall down fed up

I want to go back to last time

But moving backwards shouldn’t be it
And fleeting forward is the way

But i don’t know where to go

I wonder whether this is that time of the year i seem go once in a while where i sink
And without warning i bob up again
I just don’t know when

What i thought would make me happy made me worse

I can’t seem to escape for the time being…
Being alone used to make me ecstatic
Now it just makes me sullen.

Just give me the fucking cough mixture so i can go to sleep and not think about everything.

 

24 Responses to “Monday November 28, 2005”


  1. 1 jasper_spiller

    cough mixture? Why not Malibu? That’ll cheer you up rite?

    Take care ya!

  2. 2 Anonymous

    cough mixture? Why not Malibu? That’ll cheer you up rite?

    Take care ya!

  3. 3 KinkyPugKevin

    *HUGS*

  4. 4 Anonymous

    *HUGS*

  5. 5 nightstar

    itz that time of the year for me alrite… *cheerz* [yam sing]

  6. 6 Anonymous

    itz that time of the year for me alrite… *cheerz* [yam sing]

  7. 7 LucidDr3amer

    *Hugs* You’ll bounce back I’m sure. Maybe some R&R time would help

  8. 8 Anonymous

    *Hugs* You’ll bounce back I’m sure. Maybe some R&R time would help

  9. 9 azxel

    o_0… dextromethorphan? codeine? phensedyl? Haven’t had those in a long time *hic* (not that I was an addict…) It’s just one of those days, I’m sure you’d be up and about pretty soon. Your body needs a little time out once a while. =P

  10. 10 Anonymous

    o_0… dextromethorphan? codeine? phensedyl? Haven’t had those in a long time *hic* (not that I was an addict…) It’s just one of those days, I’m sure you’d be up and about pretty soon. Your body needs a little time out once a while. =P

  11. 11 placid26

    Sounds like someone is all partied out. Get some R&R, TLC and a good deep muscle massage. That should get you sorted.

  12. 12 Anonymous

    Sounds like someone is all partied out. Get some R&R, TLC and a good deep muscle massage. That should get you sorted.

  13. 13 kimberly_cun

    one of those days. take a good rest! mwahs

  14. 14 Anonymous

    one of those days. take a good rest! mwahs

  15. 15 twentycm

    I’m sure you’ll be okay,
    Once you get your pay,
    Then you can go out and play,
    Instead of sulk and pray,
    Your friends are here at bay,
    They will be here to stay,
    When your feelings are in a fray,

    Ah my rhyme sugs fark it. You’ll be good.

  16. 16 Anonymous

    I’m sure you’ll be okay,
    Once you get your pay,
    Then you can go out and play,
    Instead of sulk and pray,
    Your friends are here at bay,
    They will be here to stay,
    When your feelings are in a fray,

    Ah my rhyme sugs fark it. You’ll be good.

  17. 17 j0sh_w

    Rest and recharge :)

  18. 18 Anonymous

    Rest and recharge :)

  19. 19 tim112

    benadryl rocks.

  20. 20 Anonymous

    benadryl rocks.

  21. 21 phantatos

    eh why did suyin close her blog?

    wot photos did u post …. bad bad fairy

  22. 22 Anonymous

    eh why did suyin close her blog?

    wot photos did u post …. bad bad fairy

  23. 23 placid26

    Wahahah like my little surprise?

  24. 24 Anonymous

    Wahahah like my little surprise?

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