Ugh
Published on 3 February 2011
I know this is not suitable CNY materiel.
But we cannot ignore what just happened four hours ago in Tahrir Square in Cairo.

Source: @bloggerseif
They say the people were unarmed while protesting,
with thugs representing the State (police badges found on them)
carrying weapons and attacking civilians.
There are protests for the same reasons (dethroning their current president) happening in Yemen too.
All while Cyclone Yasi is about to hit Australia.
Sometimes i really wonder what will happen to our world in 10, 20, 30 years time…
Published on 4 November 2009
“How was it?” asked RowdyRudy
“It was disappointing. I can’t believe i had to pay money to watch that.”
“OH MY GOD. You must be the ONLY person i know who did not say it’s amazing!”
“… I’m serious ok. Maybe everyone’s blinded cos he’s dead, and anything they show about him is great now.”
I’m not trying to be kurang ajar, but it’s true!
I knew it was going to be behind-the-scene rehearsal shots,
and maybe i was expecting more narration to it.
Maybe i was expecting too much,
maybe i got overexcited.
I AM such a huge MJ fan (as are half the people on this planet),
and even cried when i knew he’d passed on.
I’m not saying i’d rather not see those behind-the-scene shots,
of course i wanted to!
There were so many thoughts running through my head as i watched it:
How he could still pull smooth dance moves at his age
How he was ahead of fashion and influencing architectural shoulders and military jackets
How fab the dancers look and how, perhaps, i should have pursued dancing (crazy thoughts, see)
How fantastic and creative the direction for the concert woulda shoulda coulda been
How sad it is that nobody got to experience his last concert save for the team rehearsing
I just don’t think those rehearsal clips can justify being on the big screen…
It seems more suited on home video or something.
Kinda obvious that Sony is making hell alot of money from MJ fans out there and milking it for all it’s worth after his death.
Ironic how when the show ended, i thought, “That’s it?”
And almost laughed out loud at myself, before sighing from disappointment 
Well, that’s my tuppence ’bout it anyway.
Didja like it?
Published on 11 October 2009
5:02am
This is gonna be one of those bla bla BLA posts!!
So ANNOYED!
I KNOW they’re doing their job, but still!
I passed my Shang parking tic to Kanch, and forgot to take it from her before we split,
and despite me telling the hotel staff that,
they still wouldn’t just let me out of the car park even though it was 4am and TL and me looked damn fucking sober.
Seriously…
I mean, i understand you gt make rules to withhold your system,
but really…
we’re two ppl who are regular patrons of events and weddings at your hotel,
and for ONCE (just ONCE SERIOUSLY!)
you can’t let my damn car out cos my parking ticket is with my friend who’s already 30km away ?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
That’s why i hate systems sometimes.
It’s not like i don’t want to pay your bloody parking fee,
i am more than willing to PAY it,
i just want to GO HOME.
Walau, TL and i tried damn hard la.
And no luck.
I had to apologise profusely to him for all the trouble thanks to a missing parking ticket.
Isn’t the point of a parking ticket = so you can’t steal a car?
I dunno.
I’m tired.
Pissed.
At home.
Sober.
And WITHOUT MY CAR.
I WANT MY CAR.
At the end of the night (or more like, early morning),
TL sent me home with both us being very optimistic going,
“You know… maybe it wasn’t meant to be for you to drive back.”
“… you’re totally right. Maybe i wasn’t meant to drive my car home.”
“Yeah, everything happens for a reason!”
+ + +
2:35pm
Ash: I just woke up
Me: Me too. Kanch picking me up to go get my car at The Shang.
Ash: Hahaha!
Me: She accidentally took my parking ticket so i couldn’t get out last night *launches into story*
Ash: Well, i think if they let you out without having to pay the parking fine it’s kinda weird right. Liddat everyone can say their friend took it home and leave without paying the fine.
Me: That. is. true. I hate your rationality sometimes.
Published on 27 July 2009
One weekend, RowdyRudy and Tianna invited me to spend a family day with them at their club
And me being me,
happily threw my bikini into my bag and went without thinking twice.
Who knew i’d be kidnapped for 8 hours of:
big Japanese lunch (with Kampachi fish! NYUM. Thank you uncle!)
sipping whiskey all day long
dipping in and out of the delicious pool
get to know shortcuts in the clubhouse
listening to their dad tell stories (now i know where Rudy gets his humour from!)
drinking more whiskey and eating chicken wings at the club bar
singing along to the band and doing the twist 


Was such a BEAUTIFUL DAY!
(and it’s not the whiskey making me say that)

There were loads kids playing at the pool and i noticed one boy that acted very differently
Through his mannerisms and speech, one could tell he was obviously autistic
I was sitting on the bench outside the changing rooms
when he waved and yelled a sort-of hi to me
Since there was noone else around me and a wall behind
I simply smiled and waved back
Then he went back to doing his own thing and playing with the other kids
While we were drinking by the side of the kiddy pool,
we marveled at how energetic they all were,
and decided that the only time adults get like that is when they’re high
Anyway, something happened after that, that made me kinda sad for awhile.
I was walking back to our table when i overhead two young malay (race is not the issue here) wives standing at the side of the pool,
and commenting how they didn’t want their children to be near the autistic boy
They’d just arrived and wouldn”t allow their kids to go into the pool
till they got the club staff to ask the boy to leave the kiddy pool and go to the bigger one
These two women had two maids to carry all their things,
but no class when it comes to being respectful to other human beings

Hearing things like that really make me angry and upset
That boy wasn’t doing anything to anyone
He didn’t go near or disturb anyone
Most i saw him do was splash water (oh NO, you’re in the pool and someone splashed you? Must be terrible -_-)
And it’s also the mentality that they bring with them
Imagine their kids will grow up thinking it’s OKAY to react that way towards someone with a mental disability
I understand the club staff had to do that to keep the clients happy.
But still!
Published on 2 March 2009
I collapsed into bed at 10pm last night cos i was so tired from Chic Charity (which was a success, even tho it stormed at 5pm. Then again, nobody could leave so… ha ha. But i do want to say thank you to all the people who came, vendors, musicians, people who donated clothes and money, there was so much love all around. Thanks so much!)
My allergies kicked in big time.
Dahlah it was damn bad the past few days.
Yesterday i was carrying a box of clothes and almost threw it at Valene cos my nose was running and i was crying from it at the same time.
I always get the most distorted nightmares when i’m sick and last night was terrible.
I barely slept, and i was crying (cos my nose was ticklish most of the time too)
Sometimes i really wonder what’s going on in my head.
I dreamt of this family, where this woman killed half her family members by draining their blood
And forced the rest of the surviving ones to drink it
Super wtf okay
What more it was in bright colour (i usually dream in washed out colours)
The whole time i was trying to get out of the house
And she was keeping an eye on me, cos if i left, she’d drain my blood too
So i was at distress in which was worse – to die, or being forced to drink others’ blood
I could fly in my dream (:p) but i didn’t want her to know
So i would sneak out the top window and fly to look for help
That was the only nice part of my dream, i haven’t had a flying one for so long
And i always fly better every time i have it again cos i remember how to from the previous ones
Because i dreamt in colour, the sky was a spectacular purple and blue
And i soared high enough to look down unto earth
Before swooping back in again
I can’t remember why i HAD to go back to the damn house
I think cos she’d kill someone else if i didn’t
PassedOutBen was in my dream
Somehow he was on her side, but helping me as well
-_-
The whole night was spent having a nightmare, and getting up to blow my nose in the bathroom in between sleep
Thinking she was in the bathroom about to kill me too
-_-
Stress
Published on 25 February 2009
Do drop them off at Chic Charity this Sunday @ Somo, Mont’Kiara!
The whole point of this chilled out day event (3-7pm) is just to recycle your old clothes, get new ones, and ALL proceeds to go WAO.
Also present will be other vendors selling mostly art and accessories: Tiny Tapir, D.U.R.A., Blok On!, Lah’Lah’Land, Closet Crafty, Minimours, and some from Threadszoo.

Acoustic performances only start at 4:30pm so i think i’ll be playing music before that. Songs that aren’t party enough for SalahWrong and Cat Got Your Tongue nights, chill happy stuff from Feist, Lykke Li, Ben Lee, Belle and Sebastian, etc. Wee! Do help spread the word and post the flyer on your blogs, muchos appreciated
More details *here*